[Man... This place had turned into such a shitshow once Lalli had someone to actually feel responsible for. Still, he's not hopping up to avenge his friend anymore. That isn't what Emil wants him to do to help. So he won't.]
I'm still a scout. I know you and Yew -- [god fucking...ugh] Y-E-W. You both want me to be something else here. But I don't know how to not be a scout. [He sighs, shoulders hunching up around his ears.] ...I won't go. But I'm supposed to -- it's my job. And because you're my friend. You have to understand.
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[Man... This place had turned into such a shitshow once Lalli had someone to actually feel responsible for. Still, he's not hopping up to avenge his friend anymore. That isn't what Emil wants him to do to help. So he won't.]
I'm still a scout. I know you and Yew -- [god fucking...ugh] Y-E-W. You both want me to be something else here. But I don't know how to not be a scout. [He sighs, shoulders hunching up around his ears.] ...I won't go. But I'm supposed to -- it's my job. And because you're my friend. You have to understand.
[which is wHY HE'S TALKING SO MUCH burn him]