[...What a ridiculous question. That he has to think about while looking off into a corner of the room to work out. On automatic, he switches to telepathy. Much easier to explain his thought process when he was essentially using thoughts.]
I'm usually scared. I think I told you before that things happen to the people around me. I don't want you to get hurt... But I really don't want me to get hurt. I don't know what I'll do if something happens to you, and... Mmn.
If you knew what I was feeling, you might have decided it was really weird and gross because of who I am. I know I'm weird. People don't hide it. But then I tried to tell you, and I realized that -- that you didn't see me that way? Or you did, but you didn't? And it felt like learning that I was so weird that...no one would ever think I could. I'd keep being alone. Forever.
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I'm usually scared. I think I told you before that things happen to the people around me. I don't want you to get hurt... But I really don't want me to get hurt. I don't know what I'll do if something happens to you, and... Mmn.
If you knew what I was feeling, you might have decided it was really weird and gross because of who I am. I know I'm weird. People don't hide it. But then I tried to tell you, and I realized that -- that you didn't see me that way? Or you did, but you didn't? And it felt like learning that I was so weird that...no one would ever think I could. I'd keep being alone. Forever.