[It's familiar, and there's comfort in that, even as his shame rises.]
Nooo...
[Ugh, too whiny. Annoying. In trying to buckle down against that, Lalli forces himself to lower his hands, fingers twining themselves into knots even as he tries to casually place them into his lap. Unfortunately, all this internal frustration did a number on that smile Emil wanted to see, his teeth digging in to suppress the nervous twist. His gaze hovers somewhere around Emil's shoulder rather than lifting to meet his jovial expression with his own ruined one.]
...Might need to do it again...
[Ah. He would know from just that. Shaking a bit, Lalli brushes his fingers against the spot Emil had kissed before reaching out with an encouraging graze to his boyfriend's jaw. Come here again, dummy.]
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Nooo...
[Ugh, too whiny. Annoying. In trying to buckle down against that, Lalli forces himself to lower his hands, fingers twining themselves into knots even as he tries to casually place them into his lap. Unfortunately, all this internal frustration did a number on that smile Emil wanted to see, his teeth digging in to suppress the nervous twist. His gaze hovers somewhere around Emil's shoulder rather than lifting to meet his jovial expression with his own ruined one.]
...Might need to do it again...
[Ah. He would know from just that. Shaking a bit, Lalli brushes his fingers against the spot Emil had kissed before reaching out with an encouraging graze to his boyfriend's jaw. Come here again, dummy.]