( One good thing about Lalli being unable to verbally communicate is that he seems to be more willing to physically communicate what he wants than when he has to ask for it with words. Especially since the words he's saying...no clue, no idea, what the hell are you talking about. It can't be anything too bad based on the physical actions, and that's a good sign.
Honestly, if Lalli could sleep that would be so wonderful right now -- well, wonderful all the time since being a permanent insomniac sucks, but specifically, right now would be great. Thinking about him dozing off while Emil could strokes his head and feel the full weight of him...when Lalli feels okay with tactile stimulation, Emil can truly live his best gay life. With Lalli's back directly pressed against him, it's possible to feel all of those tight muscles there, only slightly malleable because of his current relaxation.
Lalli already has one of his arms, but he'll gladly give him the other as well to secure him in place. He's not sure if that will be readily accepted, since Lalli does like to be able to wriggle away when he needs to, but he circles those words over and over. Make me understand you're here. That lovely head is right there, and Emil leans into it, eyes closed. He'd only planned on breathing there, but the impulse to kiss there too is simple too much to resist. Ah yes, some bucket list goals have been cleared today. )
I like you. ( He could say a lot and never shut up right now, but that phrase is an understanding baseline. It's also the simplest way to express anything else he could babble on about right now. )
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Honestly, if Lalli could sleep that would be so wonderful right now -- well, wonderful all the time since being a permanent insomniac sucks, but specifically, right now would be great. Thinking about him dozing off while Emil could strokes his head and feel the full weight of him...when Lalli feels okay with tactile stimulation, Emil can truly live his best gay life. With Lalli's back directly pressed against him, it's possible to feel all of those tight muscles there, only slightly malleable because of his current relaxation.
Lalli already has one of his arms, but he'll gladly give him the other as well to secure him in place. He's not sure if that will be readily accepted, since Lalli does like to be able to wriggle away when he needs to, but he circles those words over and over. Make me understand you're here. That lovely head is right there, and Emil leans into it, eyes closed. He'd only planned on breathing there, but the impulse to kiss there too is simple too much to resist. Ah yes, some bucket list goals have been cleared today. )
I like you. ( He could say a lot and never shut up right now, but that phrase is an understanding baseline. It's also the simplest way to express anything else he could babble on about right now. )