( It...is real. It doesn't feel real, though. Nothing about this feels normal or calm or...a bunch of other things. It's sinking in slowly but surely.
It's hard trying to catalog all of this new information that's come to him so quickly. The idea that it's all happening, all confirmed and true, makes him nervous and fidgety...oh Gods, this sure is a thing. How does he explain this when they go home eventually? )
Yeah...yes. ( Emil finally offers that reassurance and gently strokes Lalli's hand with his thumb, keeping the feeling of connection alive. This is completely uncharted territory, something he's only barely ever thought of, Lalli or not. It doesn't feel so bad to admit that he's lost. )
Is everything different now? ...Do you want anything to be different? ( He doesn't even know the answer, but maybe Lalli does. )
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It's hard trying to catalog all of this new information that's come to him so quickly. The idea that it's all happening, all confirmed and true, makes him nervous and fidgety...oh Gods, this sure is a thing. How does he explain this when they go home eventually? )
Yeah...yes. ( Emil finally offers that reassurance and gently strokes Lalli's hand with his thumb, keeping the feeling of connection alive. This is completely uncharted territory, something he's only barely ever thought of, Lalli or not. It doesn't feel so bad to admit that he's lost. )
Is everything different now? ...Do you want anything to be different? ( He doesn't even know the answer, but maybe Lalli does. )