( He's quite sure death is imminent, based on how fast his brain is moving right now. This is real shit, Lalli!!! He is having to face real shit happening in his real life and he can't just blow it all off!!! )

Oh...! Well, alright... ( If that's how it works, then okay. That was easier and more anticlimactic than he thought it should be. This honestly works out for the better, even if it's just pushing off the inevitable. )

...I don't really know how this is supposed to go. Akira just said to think about it, not what all it really means.